Lyrics

Die for me

Die for me, before I get upset
Die for me, while reason is in your hands
Die for me, impress me somehow
Die for me, die for me now

Whisper

Wait for the End -
You won't see the Dream
Unless you die.

Wait for the Sin -
You will see how you sin
Living your life.

When you take what you need
You will lose all your dreams
And you must die.

When you sin all your sins
You will vanish from the Earth
In your last sigh.

Calling death, you are calling me
Calling a dream, you are calling me

Cold calling silence,
Hot calling madness -
These are my incarnations.

Time

Time is passing, and you are looking up
Time is moving, and you’re staying here
Time is stopping, and you are the King of the Kings
It disappears, and you begin to move
It takes you away, it takes you by His side
Time is the connection between other worlds and you
But you’re here now, and you know just everything
And you listen suddenly from far away to one voice that’s saying -
You can begin it now!

Expectation

Blaming the time
Feeling its crime
The Life you expect
The crap that you get

Praying for the time
You always get tired,
Scared to miss
Just another piss
Frightened by “NO”,
You live as an Ass Hole,
Asking advice –
And not knowing the price

Running from time
To cheat the divine,
Sensing the end

The Concert

I feel that something is wrong with my head again
I wish that something were wrong with my head again
Terrified again of not loving of loving and not you
of being loved and not by you of knowing not knowing pretending pretending...

Dare to Live

("This song is about the unnecessary risks we take living our life and creating things. It is based on the letter written by Van Gogh to his brother Teo, where he states an idea that no rewards can compensate the losses one will suffer becoming a creator. This actual letter was his last letter; it was found unsent on his dead body.")

Useless risk-taking
The fight with shades on the wall
Useless reasons
Digging deep in the hole

How do you dare to breathe, to move?

Shouldn’t we really
Start all over again
Expressing the sadness
And extreme loneliness

How do you dare to breathe, to move?

Life is so doubtful
At its very root
The steps are unsteady
How do you dare to move?

Useless risk-taking

The fight with shades on the wall
Useless reasons
Digging deep in the hole

How do you dare to breathe, to move?

Shouldn’t we really
Start all over again
Expressing the sadness
And extreme loneliness

How do you dare to breathe, to move?

Life is so doubtful! (4 times)

Disagreement

Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
The insane fear of lonely nights

Holding tight to my chilly hands
not to decline or disappear
something in your eyes keeps saying
I will never live again

Why should I keep trying
Taking pain which is not mine
why should I deserve
To desert myself from life

Hating the heart which is inside of me
Breathing the gas that is burning my dying brain
Feeling the pain which is distorting my face
What have I done to let them make me pray for the end?

Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
having so much life - to lose

Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
Knowing too many words to stay
The Insane fear of lonely nights

Holding tight to my chilly hands
Not to decline or disappear
Something in your eyes keeps saying
I will never live again

Why should I keep trying
Taking pain which is not mine
Why should I deserve
To desert myself from life

Hating the heart which is inside of me
Breathing the gas that is burning my dying brain
Feeling the pain which is distorting my face
What have I done to let them make me pray for the end?

Having too many eyes to cry
Able too much pain to take
knowing too many words to stay
having so much life

Hunt

Seeking the idol that could Cure my wounds
Trembling and in fear of not To obsessed by hunt

What if I find you -
The reason not to stay?
Nor any reason
To not be back again

I’ve climbed
In the cave.
Storm in the brain,
Weakened by thoughts
To pass
The braining of storm,
Just playing with lives -
Unpaid and uneasy

What if I destroy you -
I won’t be much confused
Not a crime, no disapproval
To do it all again

Destroyed
In a flash,
Forgotten in play
But wishing to breathe
Some air,
To twirl it inside -
The storm in my lungs
Unbraced and unarmed.

What if I hide you -
Conceal you from the play?
Nor any reason
To be the bait again.

The Hunt
In my head -
Altar of thoughts,
Covered by dust.
No need
To sense a hole
And to come out
Unacted unseen.

/*
What
If I could
Abandon all thoughts
Of having some sense
Of life?
Abandon all hope
For storm in my brain -
Unbounded, unasked?
*/

What if I find you -
The reason not to stay?
Nor any reason
To not be back again.

APPLE

I’d have known
With every touch I feel
Inside
I would never know
How far
We’ve gone
With every word we said

I felt happy
I felt lovely
I walked so quickly
I died so unexpectedly

Compiling the people
Who’d cry
When you’ll die